Disgusting

I have to focus more on posting to this blog in positive moments, but just like any blog, it takes a little time to really get in to a flow with it. I'm just getting used to the life changes myself.

Right now, I'm just not feeling positive. In fact, I feel like garbage. Ugly, fat garbage. Completely unattractive, ripe for ridicule.

The euphoria of progress, success, works wonders sometimes. Then, I go back to feeling how I always have - disgusting.

Disgusting.